Fear and Anxiety in the Hinterlands

I wrote a long post and the WordPress app ate it. 

Fuck you, WordPress app. 

I’m really scared of and done with my health problems.  

[insert nervous breakdown]

My pain is at minimum on the scale of a bad headache. Currently, at two AM, it’s worse than a bad migraine. 

There’s no pain medication I can take regularly without crazy repercussions. Medical procedures give me bad anxiety and I have one in eight hours. 

Life is fucking unfair.