Am I over par?

Dang I haven’t written here in a long time.

I might have had a stroke, and if it’s not that then some other condition is causing similar symptoms. For all of the gaslighting I’ve withstood, both from medical “professionals” and friends/family, this revelation is both a vindication of and an explanation for a lot of my health problems.

You gotta be the unable to control your body/bleeding out on the floor kind of inconvenienced to get believed. Even if you look the part people will use it against you.

I’m so impotently angry, frustrated, sad, disappointed, confused, anxious, just fucking exhausted.