My life is a cartoon

My foot pain is around a four. 

My headaches have nearly disappeared.  

I think I’m having several very minor anxiety attacks every day. 

There’s this screeching in my head that’s both constant and intermittent. 

I’m exhausted but I can’t sleep. 

I’m hungry but I don’t feel like eating. 

I feel like I’m going insane.

This shit is not worth it. I don’t want to do this anymore. I don’t want to do anything anymore. I’m not suicidal. I don’t think I am? I guess I definitely am having some intrusive thoughts. I can see clearly how a medication would drive somebody to that point. I wonder what would happen if I quit it cold turkey. It might be worse.